| zoofreak ( @ 2007-12-06 22:32:00 |
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| Current music: | flicker by Up Dharma Down |
| Entry tags: | pretty_ugly, zoofreak |
temporary freedom
is this real? is this freedom? finally..?
I feel free. Right now, right here -- I don't think about you anymore.
Maybe I've finally found my lost resolve.
Finally, I am not wondering if you're thinking about me too.
I don't care that you barely want to hear from me.
I don't give a damn about anything about you anymore.
Maybe you are just another one of "those" who i got tired of waiting for as time passed.
Or maybe I want to throw back at you everything i received:
obliviousness,
ignorance,
high density.
Maybe I'm just tired and have finally, finally given up (after so long; after a lot of times i've said i have but i really haven't).
But maybe I've stopped caring for anything -- which is pure bliss.
Now i wonder if this freedom is for real.
And i wonder how long this will last.